Deepest Faith and Mysticism

Deepest Faith and Mysticism

Happy Vernal Equinox, my friends! Big shift in gears as the sun leaves dreamy, watery Pisces and moves into fiery, demonstrative Aries. Masculine and Feminine energies balance as day and night are equal, zero point now.

I have been saying many prayers for humanity, for so many are suffering as we go through this shift. I have deep faith that our Mother/Father Creator God is continually with us, supporting us in every way, for as we embrace Christ Consciousness, we shine our Creator’s Love and Light for all to see.

Some get caught up in the semantics. I remember what Serendipity said about prayer in the movie Dogma, “When are you people thing to get it? It isn’t how you pray, it’s THAT you pray.”

And that’s what I do, every day, meditate and pray. The Lord’s prayer, the 23rd Psalm and Hail Mary’s are my go to favorites. Om Namaha Shivaya my favorite mantra. A’ho Mitakuye Oyasin my favorite expression of brotherhood and interconnectedness which I learned at Lakota ceremonial sweats, In La’kesh, the ancient Yukatan Mayab expression meaning, “I am another you” also a favorite.

Being raised with respect for many religions was still an upbringing which focused on Christianity, but more of an esoteric type than that found in the Methodist Church I was originally baptised in.

I love Jesus and Mary with all my heart. During rebirthing at a One Year Seminar with Leonard Orr in Los Angeles back in 1983, they both appeared to me and filled me up with Spirit, yet again. For during rebirthing at Campbell Hot Springs in 1981, again with the Leonard Orr group (got to meet Sondra Ray too!), my Kundalini was awakened while singing songs of love and peace for all humanity on a mountain top not too far from Mt. Shasta, which I believe is the location of the heart chakra of Gaia.

Once when living with my grandma and ex husband and our family of five kids, a major disagreement arose which had me seeking peace and understanding. So I went in the back yard to pray. This was in 1994. And the voice of Jesus whispered to me, “My peace I give you. The peace which passeth understanding” and it seemed as if the giant Oak just outside the deck I was standing on was totally responsive to these words of comfort and participated in pouring peace over and through me.

Then there was the miracle of my son Nicolas, who nearly died and pulled through as literally hundreds of us were praying, exactly at that moment and his father and I had just prayed in the NICU while I held my hand on my sweet baby’s tiny leg, then straight to the chapel we went, then to my room and had just begun pumping my milk when the nurse came running in to tell us he was breathing against the respirator!

I’ve been to National Rainbow Gatherings and Hands Across America and have held hands with literally millions of people in an act of love and service to humanity and what an amazing feeling that is!

I am here to tell you that all of us are here for a reason. And we each have that Christos flame within us. What brave, amazing souls we are to have returned to this planet at this time! For Earth is not an easy place to be sometimes. And if we don’t get the lessons we came here to learn, we will keep coming back and repeating them until we do.

Once I prayed for the rain to reverse itself and it did. At the Woody Guthrie Festival. At one of the Rainbow Gathering, thousands of us prayed for peace and for a rainbow, and for the rain to stop and not only did the rain stop and a rainbow given, it was the most magnificent long lasting double rainbow ever witnessed. God was talking to us on tha mountain.

But a humble servant here, a respite from the internet for a while has helped me remember why I came here and focus on what I can do to serve!

Keep shining, my friends! These are the days and we are the ones we’ve been waiting for. Not the little “we” but our Divine “we.”

Which is rising in you and me.

Faith and Mysticism helps us see we are so much more than we were every taught we could be. Except for a few blessed souls whose parents taught them to be free, to believe in miracles, in peace, love and harmony as our only true destiny.

Blessed be, my friends, blessed be.

© Kamea Moonmaiden

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Kamea’s Energy Update

Kamea’s Energy Update

Peeling back the layers and working on our shadows has not only been intense, it’s just getting more and more intense. Mercury goes retrograde this week and the Vernal Equinox is tomorrow, marking the first day of the astrological year as well as the first day of Spring.

We are uploading healing energy from the crystal core and grid of Gaia and downloading healing energy from the stars, from Source, at the same time. Perched at such a pivotal moment in history, it can be a bit scary at times as so much is changing before our eyes. We are unraveling, individually and collectively.

As a first wave Starseed and a Moonmaiden, the intensity of the incoming energies with each astrological transit, with each eclipse and each equinox and solstice are felt quite viscerally, and sometimes throws me off my feet for a couple of days.

Insomnia and feelings of light headedness, along with some chest pains, anxiety and ancient grief surfacing along with upset stomach and body aches and pains are common. Many more physical symptoms can present as well, for it’s unique for each of us.

Yoga, getting out in Nature, drinking lots of water, nice salt baths with Lavender or Eucalyptus oil and a nice large quartz crystal, affirmations and meditations are all quite helpful.

We’re all multidimensional beings. Meditation for me opens up my inner portals, as we are each portals to limitless universes. And we exist in all these dimensions and all our incarnations simultaneously. Here we are, at the turning of the Ages, still here and absorbing more solar energy each day. Solar and photonic energy. If we hadn’t successfully passed through the 12/21/2012 portal we would have all been consumed by flames by now.

Honoring each part of the journey, giving thanks for our blessings, getting out of our own way and relaxing into our true, free, limitless selves as we let go of our egos is essential, for we must love ourselves and forgive ourselves for all that was less than love.

And we must also ask for forgiveness and forgive all others. If we find that impossible, we will stay stuck. Not forgiving is like swallowing poison and waiting for the other person to die.

Plant flowers, vegetables, practice random acts of kindness. Remember that love is letting go of fear. For the Universe knows our needs and always provides.

We are never truly alone.

Namaste. Rainbow Blessings of Love and Light. Om Shanti.

Loving Our Shadows

Loving Our Shadows

The past few months have certainly been quite intense! Been missing y’all and am finally in a space where I can create. This space is both in my surroundings and in myself. It’s taken a good while to get my bearings after moving in, while juggling duties of family life (not quite empty nest, but very, very soon), self healing, giving massages and studying healing modalities like trigger point therapy, acupressure, Thai yoga bodywork, aromatherapy, meditation, crystals and herbs.

Being broken so long ago and limping through life at times and other times running marathons and 100 yard dashes has given me such an intimate relationship with Coyote. The Trickster often guides the way, the way of the fool who happily steps off the precipice into the void. Luckily, my angels always surround me and protect me regardless of what I am going through. And this body gets stronger. Hatha yoga and postural mindfulness and strengthening exercises help a lot, as do my crystal healing baths.

Jupiter in Scorpio til November and the recent several weeks of Mars also in Scorpio brought ample opportunity for shadow work, and it is not all pleasant. But if we deny our shadows, they loom larger and more ominous, and if we turn away from our own shadows in fear we create blocks which require Love to dissolve. That’s what surrendering is all about.

Through the cold month of January and my second anniversary at WordPress, I have had to cocoon myself yet again, for sometimes my wings get torn due to the Trickster laughing in and out of my life. And of course we will call experiences to us until we get the lesson.

I know this and am working on releasing old patterns which no longer serve me, and yet find more work to do yet again.

Being in the eclipse corridor, a sense of timelessness accompanies the thick, juicy energies accompanying our literal transformation as the photon belt has arrived and we are also leaving the cosmic debris of an area in space where a galaxy died, and we have been traveling through this dust and darkness for thousands of years.

But now, as predicted in holy books and prophecies around the world, we come to the end of the Kali Yuga age, the end of the Age of Pisces, and the beginning of the Age of Aquarius.

These are the times of the Rainbow Warriors. Each of us with open hearts are part of the Rainbow Bridge connecting Heaven and Earth.

The time is now, and several more months to explore our shadows.

Also, Uranus is in fiery Aries still, and will be moving into Taurus, which is ruled by Venus, in May, and this is important because Uranus is the planet of electricity and change.

May your Monday be blessed wherever you are on this planet. And remember we are all connected.

A’ho Mitakuye Oyasin. Blessed be. Om Shanti.

Kaypacha’s Weekly Pele Report, September 27, 2017

Kaypacha’s Weekly Pele Report, September 27, 2017

Well, Kaypacha is still at Maccu Pichu, Peru, treating us to the sight of The Temple of the Sacred Valley, the prototype of the time before Maccu Pichu, right at the gate of the ancient Incan trail.

This week we have Jupiter opposite Uranus (first pass was last December 27, Jupiter went retrograde and came direct March 3, and now the third pass was Wednesday). A very powerful day which has a lot to do with this whole year. We are entering a two week conjunction of Venus and Mars, they are both in Virgo. They are both opposing Neptune, Mars last week, and Venus this week. On Wednesday the Moon was exactly conjunct Saturn, then She joined Black Moon Lilith, then She entered Capricorn, and today she is in Aquarius.

He says he is a little bit out of it, been staying up late and waking up early, soaking up the energy of the sacred site he is blessed to be at. There is so much going on all around the planet, the events this year proving that the name he gave for this year, The Year of the End of Illusion, was no accident.

So as we come to the third pass of Jupiter opposite Uranus, here is also Venus opposite Neptune (along with Mars and Mercury right now). There’s either your personal unconsciousness setting you up, or Divine consciousness setting you up, but it’s all a big set up for your evolutionary growth. Venus opposite Neptune is also the end of illusion, for Neptune in Pisces has fantasies and illusions and no boundaries and no time and no limits unless it’s all good and let’s merge with everybody, blah, blah, blah, blah, but here comes Venus in Virgo, which is all about partnership, relationship, projection, shadow, learning and knowing yourself within and through the other, and this is what 2017 has been about.

The End of Illusion is brought about by Jupiter opposite Uranus, Jupiter in the sign of Libra shows us through partnerships that our partners are other people, our intimate close to others show us our illusions, show us to ourselves, and this creates the Uranus in Aries, which is revelation, enlightenment, it’s like, “Oh wow, that’s me, that’s my Aries, that’s my masculine energy, that’s my sexual nature” and so we are all getting revealed to ourselves through our partnerships. And, if you want to remain in illusion you could be avoiding relationships.

Apparently the internet at the Ashram is very slow, he says he didn’t know how long it was going to take to upload it, and he did manage to get it onto YouTube early yesterday morning.

This opopsition is going for quite a while, at least until October 10, when Jupiter enters Scorpio, and it’s in full effect because it’s a build up of everything that’s been going on all of 2017. The thing of polarity is that you can experience one or the other of the emerging aspects – Jupiter in Libra says yes, I will expand and learn and grow through partnerships, business, intimate, romantic, sexual, however. And Uranus in Aries is when I go into myself, or do my yoga or onto a mountaintop, I need freedom, independence, which brings ultimately the opening of the third eye.

Jupiter and uranus both have to do with truth. Jupiter has more to do with philosophy, with this world, the expansion of consciousness, and Uranus has to do with enlightenment, will give you your truth from your subconscious, from your unconscious. If you look at shamanism, Jupiter and Saturn are in the middle world, while Uranus is in the celestial world, so it’s celestial truth, penetrating, impacting and sometimes exploding this middle world.

If you look at Greek mythology, Uranus is older than Saturn, Uranus is Saturn’s father, so before time. Uranus is outside of time, so this is where we are talking about extraterrestrial intelligence, wisdom and truth. And Saturn is the father of Jupiter, so we have three generations here, it’s kinda like descent, descent, descent. So when Uranus comes in, it blows your mind, there are sudden events – the truth has been here all along, but it brings the aha moment, a time of instability. The truth comes in and it changes the whole picture. it changes reality.

So it’s important to see what house Uranus is in, Uranus in the first house says you have to be yourself, you have to be spontaneous and instinctive and own your desires, and guess what, this will interrupt your relationships even though Jupiter wants to go there. Jupiter in the tenth house makes us want to expand our businesses, get out in the world, expand reputations, but Uranus in the fourth house says you have to look at your past, your childhood, your family, your inner inner personal child, your inner world. Then the home life will explode and Jupiter is going to lose.

Ideally, the oppositions resolve themselves by reaching that center point of balance, which is like a wormhole to another liberated state of enlightenment. Balance your oppositions and you will find the truth within.

Uranus/Jupiter, Aries to Libra – is about finding freedom within the relationship. So if the relationship is able to meet the needs for freedom, if both are able to be fed, if both are given equal time, we balance these oppositions. So it’s like 50% I need to be in relationship and 50% I need freedom.

The other thing is the masculine and the feminine. The masculine is emptiness, the void, clarity, simplicity. The yogic path is a masculine path, gonna sit and do my kundalini yoga and experience nothingness, stop all distractions. The feminine is about connection. I want to connect with the earth, the sky, the clouds, the rain, with me and you, and so it’s all about connection, connection, connection.

And so this balancing of the masculine and feminine is another place where this Uranus/Jupiter opposition comes into play. And this will be going on for a year, while Venus opposite Neptune is just for a week or two. Looking at that opposition, Neptune says I don’t want to know the truth, I want to avoid, I want to not talk about it, I want to run away. So we have this tendency now, whether it’s through drugs, alcohol, sex, or travelling – leaving the scene.

Venus in Virgo, the powerful feminine energy is meeting up with Mars, the masculine, in Virgo. Venus in Virgo wants facts, the truth, what’s real, don’t give me any lies or deceptions – Neptune can be the deceiver. So this also has to do with the end of illusion, particularly when it comes to love, heart and relationship. Time to get down to earth, get clear, get straight, and that leads to Uranus and revelation.

So this is the best of times and the worst of times. A time when you’re seeing the truth, like it or not, it’s upsetting your job or your relationships, but it’s the truth, so it’s not about illusions anymore, you’re not going to build sand castles in the air, because at least now you can get your shit together, see who you really are and who your partner really is, what your life is really about, and go from there. Because now Jupiter is moving into Scorpio, Saturn is moving into Capricorn, Chiron is moving into Aries, and Uranus is moving into Taurus. This whole next year is huge!

This week’s mantra: My vision of perfection
now has to include not just me, I and we
but all creation too!

Venus in Virgo, all creation was founded on love, the first Incan king who married out of love instead of out of fear.

Kaypacha and his group connected with the rocks, the stars, the sky and ate the plants of the land, and the Mother spoke to them and they can feel the matrix, not the world wide web, the real matrix of Mother Nature, the intergalactic, interplanetary matrix, which is less temporary. Less temporary than the material where we worry about our bank accounts – the trees have been here longer than us. The rocks have been here even longer. The stars are even older. When we tap into the fundamental, long lasting nature of creation. But if you get a chance to get to the top of the world like where Kaypacha is right now, channeling Divine energy for us all.

He says all this and a little bit more, check it out here, it’s quite a treat!

Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.

Rainbow Blessings of Love and Light. Om Shanti.

Kaypacha’s Astrology For The Soul, August 16, 2017

I am finally back again – with my particular chart, Sun in Cancer with Leo cusp influence, Pisces Moon and Aries rising, just for starters, the current configurations of the stars have been creating all sorts of unexpected circumstances which have taken up quite a bit of time. And wow, that time has flown! Not to mention that the world has gone even more crazy, so let’s all remember to breathe and always keep our seatbelts fastened.

This week Kaypacha talks at us from a beautiful area in Italy, giving us beautiful advice for how to handle this transformative energy that we will be experiencing with this total solar eclipse. He said it had just been raining and might rain again any moment – and at that moment it was raining here in Oklahoma, which it has been doing every night lately. So nice.

The moon was in Gemini on Wednesday, giving lots of ideas to us all, lots of changes going on all around, then we moved on into Cancer Thursday and Friday, and boy did I have a rough time with those two days! Usually I am quite at home with the Moon in Cancer, but the Sun in Leo conjunct Mars with Venus in Cancer and the Moon in opposition to Pluto with Uranus in Aries, Saturn in Sagittarius, Mercury retrograde in Virgo, it has actually flattened me, but the mermaid energy has revived me today. Just need to be submerged in water for half an hour with candles and soft music and a couple of my favorite crystals.

My apologies for digressing so much, so excited about the eclipse tomorrow. Remember to use protection! And it will be at 1:05 p.m. in Oklahoma, there are links online which will show what time it will be wherever you are, if you didn’t already check, which of course you most likely have.

When the Moon was in Cancer, she and Venus were both square Jupiter, and Sunday the North Node of the Moon will be conjunct the Sun for the next week or so. And the Moon is moving into Leo just in time for the New Moon and Total Solar Eclipse in Leo tomorrow. This will be a balsamic conjunction with Mars 1st at 28 degrees and 53 minutes of Leo trine Uranus in Aries. Saturn in Sagittarius will be conjunct Black Moon Lilith trine Sun on Tuesday.

(Kaypacha always gives much more information. I am merely doing typing up a summary for posterity sake and so I can look back over these in the future).

“I am thou, thee is me, thee is thou, thou is me. Like the Mayan saying, In La’kesh, a la’kin.”

There is madness within and around us. These are wild times. And the deal is that this isn’t just an eclipse, but Mars conjunct the Sun double intensifies it, along with the North Node of the Moon and the New Moon

The Sabian symbol for the total solar eclipse. Definitely the mermaid energy of Cancer definitely did bring us some rain. Here we have a mermaid emerging from the ocean, preparing to be reborn in human form. This goes back to Lemuria, before Atlantis, when our bodies were not so dense and physical, and there was more fluidity and more unity consciousness, recognizing the consciousness in the trees, and the rocks and the stars. This was before the patriarchy, we had a time of knowing who we were and how connected we are to the whole universe. Time to surrender to mermaid consciousness.

Also Black Moon Lilith is conjunct Saturn in Sagittarius, and apparently a whole article could be written about that aspect as well, for she is the shadow and conjunct Saturn in Sag it gives us the feeling of being ashamed of how much we know, the truth that is within us. Saturn wants to lock down and add dogma to every religion, but Black Moon Lilith is the wildish side of things, in touch with Nature. Her truth is ever expanding. We will be having intense feelings, complex relationship issues and experiences, The intensity isn’t over yet.

Newtonian physics is true. We are being transformed by a powerful divine feminine energy. We are changing. Sagittarius is mutable, changeable. Uranus in Aries (retrograde) has to do with new futuristic ideas, independence, freedom, we are hitting our limits and need to come to some agreements about living together in a sustainable way.

(and the day before watching this, I read an article about mermaids focusing on some of the same points – cosmic synchronicity).

And now we are having a time of remembering. Remembering who we were and reclaiming our power.

The sabian symbol for Uranus in Aries is the music of the sphere,

Pluto is going into Aquarius in October and it hasn’t been there for 230 years, and Aquarius is the 11th sign, the sign of the scientist, the genius, the computer geek, the extraterrestrial. And the Moon grabs that Aquarian energy during the lunar eclipse (full moon in Aquarius August 7, penumbral eclipse), and has been bringing up old emotional garbage and she’s going to block the sun. We have been coming and going. It’s like – what the bleep? LOL.

Our selfish habits, stuck patterns, emotional insecurities, wanting to hold onto somebody, and this moment when the moon covers the sun, it’s time to rid ourselves of old ways of seeking security as taught in childhood and past lives and really come into a new way of being expressive.

Mars is a big player right now, and has a moon called Phobos – same word root as phobia – meaning fear. Mars is the warrior, being conjunct the sun during eclipse has us needing to face our fears and also be ready to fly by the seats of our pants.

Leo is like a flower. It’s like going from bud to flower, then it becomes fruit, then it dies when Scorpio comes around.

We may push people away because we need a lot of space during this flowering process. But then we must remember were are a beam of Light. There is a trail of ascended masters behind us, offering us support and encouragement. We just need to fill out the paper work and go to the new country – (the new world of 5D consciousness).

Kaypacha says all this and so much more. And I am finally doing better. Yoga and physical therapy are helping. Lots of change. My youngest son just left for college last week. So proud of him for winning a football scholarship.

This week’s mantra: When I really look at it, all of life is a chance, and I refuse to face my fear, I will never learn to dance. Action in the face of fear.
May you take a chance and learn to dance.

Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.

Rainbow Blessings. A’ho Mitakuye Oyasin.



To be here
and not here,
parallel universes
obvious and apparent,
for things have
gotten strange.

Yet we are still here,
and despite the strangeness
and obvious brutality
of the dying patriarchal paradigm,
we are birthing ourselves
into a new world,
for we are the children of the sun,
And no task is too mighty
for us to accomplish United.

This is why they seek to divide us,
by shade of skin,
the ways we pray,
the ways we vote,
how much money we make,
how able bodied we are,
our choice of gender and sexual identity.

So we rise up everywhere
for our freedoms,
which are naturally inherent,
as are our rights
to clean air, clean water,
unadulterated food.
And the right to not be
brutalized because of skin color
or religion,
or living in a country
filled with oil,
we rise up and demand peace!

They will try to keep us distracted
by scandal after scandal,
all while attacking the planet and
her people with a whole new
flavor of ferocity,
for they are so afraid of the
progress we have made,
they would have it all undone,
for the sake of white supremacy
the hierarchical man
with the plan
of destruction.

We are at war
yet we are also at peace,
people everywhere choosing
this path, praying, meditating,
finding we are so much
more than we ever dreamed,
and United we can make a change,
we can save this world,
but first we have to learn
to live with each other.

This is the golden key which
opens the door to the New Age.
The journey is still long and hard,
yet we are closer than ever before.
So keep shining, hold onto
and Love one another,
for it is Love that sets us free.
So things are crazy and miraculous
at the same time.
The old world is dying,
the new is being born.
Mad folk run war machines,
while magic folk embrace
shamanism, serenity, transformation.

We rise up together for every cause.
People marching in the streets,
people bringing peace,
choosing peace,
people brave enough
to bring new life
into this topsy turvy world,
we are the children of the sun.
We are the Golden ones.


© Kamea Moonmaiden

The Time Has Come

The Time Has Come

The time has come
Venus winks and showers
lessons of Love and healing,
Chiron limping the wounded
warrior way, learning through
suffering, falling to fly.

All the planets line up
to lend a hand, as
humanity gathers for
our final stand.
All great tales share
this journey we are
sharing, these days
of the end of illusion,
these days of transformation,
these days of ascension.

The sun and moon lead the show,
as angels blow their trumpets
and rainbow warriors of every color,
from every corner of this world
rise up and begin to paint the
Rainbow Bridge.

This Rainbow Bridge was first
painted by warriors long lost,
who danced the Ghost Dance
connecting Heaven and Earth,
who tapped into power so raw and so real,
the terrified white cowardly soldiers
shot the dancing warriors, the mothers with
their babies, the elders and the children.

The Heavens themselves cried out as new
rivers ran red with the blood of this massacre.
Yet some dancers lived, some lived to preserve
this Lakota dance from Wounded Knee.

The time has come to heal the pain
of the wars and genocide mankind has
inflicted upon one another.
The time has come to activate
the crystal skulls.
The time has come to purify
and cleanse the waterways and rivers,
to work together building the new earth
where we see our oneness with each other,
where we plant seeds of love instead of war,
where we respect each other and all of creation,
as we join the rainbow warriors from all
four corners of this earth
in this most joyous celebration
since the dawn of time.

The celebration heralding the Age of Aquarius,
a brand new age bringing with it solutions
for all the problems plaguing humanity,
for all solutions shall be revealed.

Once we stop being so afraid of our differences,
we shall be amazed at how much more quickly
our common solutions shall be realized.

We are here. It is time. Remember to breathe, my friends.


© Kamea Moonmaiden