Bring It!

Bring It!

Four weeks ago, I was still in my little flat on stilts, had just found this townhome I am living in now, my first husband had just passed away, had the bilateral sacroiliac injections, and the construction workers began to strip the siding off the balcony, requiring me to dismantle my beloved morning glories and balcony garden.

On a Thursday night that fateful week in October, we had tornado weather here in Oklahoma. When the sirens went off, at first I thought about taking shelter. But my son Adam was quite ill and said he wasn’t moving, and my yogi son was visiting that night, had helped pack some of my mountains of books for me.

I also had four cats with me and only one cat carrier, and could not fathom leaving them.

Soooo, instead of seeking shelter from the storm, I went out on the balcony and faced it head on.

Lo and behold, a tornado was headed straight towards us. I looked that tornado in the face (had just manifested all the money I needed to move in and also to pay my water bill), filled my heart with pure Christ light, and fearlessly shouted, “Bring it!” And it swerved east right at Highway 9, about 1/2 mile south of me. Straight shot.

The unfolding of many last minute miracles along with daily challenges and so much hard work, but all wrapped up in the long arms of Love despite appearances of said challenges, has been a journey of forgiveness and leaps forward in my own growth has occurred!

My wings are here at last, and I know I can sustain this magic, we all can.

It’s now over a year since I was in pain management, and despite the enormous physical challenge of moving out of what I now see was a sort of punishment apartment, (even though I did turn it into a sanctuary, and my balcony garden was beautiful), I have managed to pace myself most days, for when I don’t, this body temple certainly lets me know pretty quickly!

My message for this Tuesday full of Grace, is to know that even if there is only a tiny part of you still healthy and strong, you can heal yourself. There are many paths and many methods, but please don’t put all your faith in any one person (a doctor, for example), or healing method. If someone gives you a negative prognosis or prediction, don’t believe it. Look inside for the Truth.

For all the healing in all the world is right here and right now, in this breath and this heartbeat. When we relax into ourselves, let go of the trauma of the past and stop worrying about the future, we walk in Grace.

Like Jesus said, “My Peace I giveth to you.”

That Peace which passeth understanding. It is not the understanding of this world. For things are never as they seem, my friends, never truly as they seem.

This world of Maya, illusion, the shadowy parts of ourselves showing through intensely right now, bringing secrets to light, provides us ample opportunity to complete this deep, deep stage of our individual and collective journeys.

As Gerold Janpowlski says, “Love is letting go of fear.”

Just breathe. And give thanks.

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Better Days

Better Days


Those days of punishment
and confinement
over now,
I died a thousand times,
and still am here,
heart filled with gratitude,
heart filled with song,
clearing spaces,
new space,
new heart,
new me.

In that time of dying,
lessons learned,
tools given,
tools of healing
and forgiveness,
led me through
the labyrinth,

And out of the primordial goo,
these wings, these wings,
they grew, they grew.

Some cannot recognize me now,
so used to my caterpillar days,
so used to my wounded warrior ways,
that these wings, these wings,
they cannot see these wings.

Perhaps their rainbow iridescent hues
are too brilliant
to see through
caterpillar eyes.

© Kamea Moonmaiden

No More Sides

No More Sides

Pick a card,
choose a side,
but don’t ever
look inside,
it’s so much better
to duck and hide
from each other.

Be afraid, be so afraid
of every difference
that you see,
look through the lens
only partially,
locally,
not globally.

Ahh but don’t you
see, that inside
we are always free,
and when we look inside
we see,
the true face of
humanity.

It’s not our differences
that matter,
but all the ways
we are the same,
one family we be,
part of Gaia’s giving tree,
we can be free.

Embracing Oneness as our path,
diversity delights us at last,
And hand in hand we stand up
collectively.

We stand up for each other,
for our planet, She is our mother,
And what we do to her,
we do to each other.

And what we do to one another,
we do to ourselves,
In La’kesh,
we are connected,
I am another you.
And I wish always
the best for you.

Deep breaths now,
the time has come to band together,
to hold our candles in the rain,
as the world has gone insane,
fighting wars,
so much pain,
but in the center there is calm,
And that calm is where we be,
powerfully connected,
And Love will set us free!

© Kamea Moonmaiden 10/2017

Kaypacha’s Weekly Pele Report, September 27, 2017

Kaypacha’s Weekly Pele Report, September 27, 2017

Well, Kaypacha is still at Maccu Pichu, Peru, treating us to the sight of The Temple of the Sacred Valley, the prototype of the time before Maccu Pichu, right at the gate of the ancient Incan trail.

This week we have Jupiter opposite Uranus (first pass was last December 27, Jupiter went retrograde and came direct March 3, and now the third pass was Wednesday). A very powerful day which has a lot to do with this whole year. We are entering a two week conjunction of Venus and Mars, they are both in Virgo. They are both opposing Neptune, Mars last week, and Venus this week. On Wednesday the Moon was exactly conjunct Saturn, then She joined Black Moon Lilith, then She entered Capricorn, and today she is in Aquarius.

He says he is a little bit out of it, been staying up late and waking up early, soaking up the energy of the sacred site he is blessed to be at. There is so much going on all around the planet, the events this year proving that the name he gave for this year, The Year of the End of Illusion, was no accident.

So as we come to the third pass of Jupiter opposite Uranus, here is also Venus opposite Neptune (along with Mars and Mercury right now). There’s either your personal unconsciousness setting you up, or Divine consciousness setting you up, but it’s all a big set up for your evolutionary growth. Venus opposite Neptune is also the end of illusion, for Neptune in Pisces has fantasies and illusions and no boundaries and no time and no limits unless it’s all good and let’s merge with everybody, blah, blah, blah, blah, but here comes Venus in Virgo, which is all about partnership, relationship, projection, shadow, learning and knowing yourself within and through the other, and this is what 2017 has been about.

The End of Illusion is brought about by Jupiter opposite Uranus, Jupiter in the sign of Libra shows us through partnerships that our partners are other people, our intimate close to others show us our illusions, show us to ourselves, and this creates the Uranus in Aries, which is revelation, enlightenment, it’s like, “Oh wow, that’s me, that’s my Aries, that’s my masculine energy, that’s my sexual nature” and so we are all getting revealed to ourselves through our partnerships. And, if you want to remain in illusion you could be avoiding relationships.

Apparently the internet at the Ashram is very slow, he says he didn’t know how long it was going to take to upload it, and he did manage to get it onto YouTube early yesterday morning.

This opopsition is going for quite a while, at least until October 10, when Jupiter enters Scorpio, and it’s in full effect because it’s a build up of everything that’s been going on all of 2017. The thing of polarity is that you can experience one or the other of the emerging aspects – Jupiter in Libra says yes, I will expand and learn and grow through partnerships, business, intimate, romantic, sexual, however. And Uranus in Aries is when I go into myself, or do my yoga or onto a mountaintop, I need freedom, independence, which brings ultimately the opening of the third eye.

Jupiter and uranus both have to do with truth. Jupiter has more to do with philosophy, with this world, the expansion of consciousness, and Uranus has to do with enlightenment, will give you your truth from your subconscious, from your unconscious. If you look at shamanism, Jupiter and Saturn are in the middle world, while Uranus is in the celestial world, so it’s celestial truth, penetrating, impacting and sometimes exploding this middle world.

If you look at Greek mythology, Uranus is older than Saturn, Uranus is Saturn’s father, so before time. Uranus is outside of time, so this is where we are talking about extraterrestrial intelligence, wisdom and truth. And Saturn is the father of Jupiter, so we have three generations here, it’s kinda like descent, descent, descent. So when Uranus comes in, it blows your mind, there are sudden events – the truth has been here all along, but it brings the aha moment, a time of instability. The truth comes in and it changes the whole picture. it changes reality.

So it’s important to see what house Uranus is in, Uranus in the first house says you have to be yourself, you have to be spontaneous and instinctive and own your desires, and guess what, this will interrupt your relationships even though Jupiter wants to go there. Jupiter in the tenth house makes us want to expand our businesses, get out in the world, expand reputations, but Uranus in the fourth house says you have to look at your past, your childhood, your family, your inner inner personal child, your inner world. Then the home life will explode and Jupiter is going to lose.

Ideally, the oppositions resolve themselves by reaching that center point of balance, which is like a wormhole to another liberated state of enlightenment. Balance your oppositions and you will find the truth within.

Uranus/Jupiter, Aries to Libra – is about finding freedom within the relationship. So if the relationship is able to meet the needs for freedom, if both are able to be fed, if both are given equal time, we balance these oppositions. So it’s like 50% I need to be in relationship and 50% I need freedom.

The other thing is the masculine and the feminine. The masculine is emptiness, the void, clarity, simplicity. The yogic path is a masculine path, gonna sit and do my kundalini yoga and experience nothingness, stop all distractions. The feminine is about connection. I want to connect with the earth, the sky, the clouds, the rain, with me and you, and so it’s all about connection, connection, connection.

And so this balancing of the masculine and feminine is another place where this Uranus/Jupiter opposition comes into play. And this will be going on for a year, while Venus opposite Neptune is just for a week or two. Looking at that opposition, Neptune says I don’t want to know the truth, I want to avoid, I want to not talk about it, I want to run away. So we have this tendency now, whether it’s through drugs, alcohol, sex, or travelling – leaving the scene.

Venus in Virgo, the powerful feminine energy is meeting up with Mars, the masculine, in Virgo. Venus in Virgo wants facts, the truth, what’s real, don’t give me any lies or deceptions – Neptune can be the deceiver. So this also has to do with the end of illusion, particularly when it comes to love, heart and relationship. Time to get down to earth, get clear, get straight, and that leads to Uranus and revelation.

So this is the best of times and the worst of times. A time when you’re seeing the truth, like it or not, it’s upsetting your job or your relationships, but it’s the truth, so it’s not about illusions anymore, you’re not going to build sand castles in the air, because at least now you can get your shit together, see who you really are and who your partner really is, what your life is really about, and go from there. Because now Jupiter is moving into Scorpio, Saturn is moving into Capricorn, Chiron is moving into Aries, and Uranus is moving into Taurus. This whole next year is huge!

This week’s mantra: My vision of perfection
now has to include not just me, I and we
but all creation too!

Venus in Virgo, all creation was founded on love, the first Incan king who married out of love instead of out of fear.

Kaypacha and his group connected with the rocks, the stars, the sky and ate the plants of the land, and the Mother spoke to them and they can feel the matrix, not the world wide web, the real matrix of Mother Nature, the intergalactic, interplanetary matrix, which is less temporary. Less temporary than the material where we worry about our bank accounts – the trees have been here longer than us. The rocks have been here even longer. The stars are even older. When we tap into the fundamental, long lasting nature of creation. But if you get a chance to get to the top of the world like where Kaypacha is right now, channeling Divine energy for us all.

He says all this and a little bit more, check it out here, it’s quite a treat!

Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.

Rainbow Blessings of Love and Light. Om Shanti.

The Hall Of New Beginnings

The Hall Of New Beginnings

Stuck between lifetimes
in the hall of new beginnings

this world between worlds

where infinite possibilities

stretch out
across

the imaginary boundaries
of time, space
And dimensions.

This No Time and No Space –
No-nothingness.

Unrecognized even by my kin
til their own true awakening began,
love and fear intermingled,
as my soul family
saw me for who I am

even hidden behind
that cloak of pain and scars,

for my kin had forgotten
we herald from the stars.

Planted in this dark place
to help new beginnings grow.

My children, now grown,
are my garden.

My offerings are to Spirit
in this world of magic.

Lifting the edge of the veil,
I see it has now been rent,
and know this is the time

we shall see face to face –
Oh Holy Grace.

Oh Holy Shift.

We are ascending.

Namaste.

© Kamea Moonmaiden

Kaypacha’s Astrology For The Soul, August 16, 2017


I am finally back again – with my particular chart, Sun in Cancer with Leo cusp influence, Pisces Moon and Aries rising, just for starters, the current configurations of the stars have been creating all sorts of unexpected circumstances which have taken up quite a bit of time. And wow, that time has flown! Not to mention that the world has gone even more crazy, so let’s all remember to breathe and always keep our seatbelts fastened.

This week Kaypacha talks at us from a beautiful area in Italy, giving us beautiful advice for how to handle this transformative energy that we will be experiencing with this total solar eclipse. He said it had just been raining and might rain again any moment – and at that moment it was raining here in Oklahoma, which it has been doing every night lately. So nice.

The moon was in Gemini on Wednesday, giving lots of ideas to us all, lots of changes going on all around, then we moved on into Cancer Thursday and Friday, and boy did I have a rough time with those two days! Usually I am quite at home with the Moon in Cancer, but the Sun in Leo conjunct Mars with Venus in Cancer and the Moon in opposition to Pluto with Uranus in Aries, Saturn in Sagittarius, Mercury retrograde in Virgo, it has actually flattened me, but the mermaid energy has revived me today. Just need to be submerged in water for half an hour with candles and soft music and a couple of my favorite crystals.

My apologies for digressing so much, so excited about the eclipse tomorrow. Remember to use protection! And it will be at 1:05 p.m. in Oklahoma, there are links online which will show what time it will be wherever you are, if you didn’t already check, which of course you most likely have.

When the Moon was in Cancer, she and Venus were both square Jupiter, and Sunday the North Node of the Moon will be conjunct the Sun for the next week or so. And the Moon is moving into Leo just in time for the New Moon and Total Solar Eclipse in Leo tomorrow. This will be a balsamic conjunction with Mars 1st at 28 degrees and 53 minutes of Leo trine Uranus in Aries. Saturn in Sagittarius will be conjunct Black Moon Lilith trine Sun on Tuesday.

(Kaypacha always gives much more information. I am merely doing typing up a summary for posterity sake and so I can look back over these in the future).

“I am thou, thee is me, thee is thou, thou is me. Like the Mayan saying, In La’kesh, a la’kin.”

There is madness within and around us. These are wild times. And the deal is that this isn’t just an eclipse, but Mars conjunct the Sun double intensifies it, along with the North Node of the Moon and the New Moon

The Sabian symbol for the total solar eclipse. Definitely the mermaid energy of Cancer definitely did bring us some rain. Here we have a mermaid emerging from the ocean, preparing to be reborn in human form. This goes back to Lemuria, before Atlantis, when our bodies were not so dense and physical, and there was more fluidity and more unity consciousness, recognizing the consciousness in the trees, and the rocks and the stars. This was before the patriarchy, we had a time of knowing who we were and how connected we are to the whole universe. Time to surrender to mermaid consciousness.

Also Black Moon Lilith is conjunct Saturn in Sagittarius, and apparently a whole article could be written about that aspect as well, for she is the shadow and conjunct Saturn in Sag it gives us the feeling of being ashamed of how much we know, the truth that is within us. Saturn wants to lock down and add dogma to every religion, but Black Moon Lilith is the wildish side of things, in touch with Nature. Her truth is ever expanding. We will be having intense feelings, complex relationship issues and experiences, The intensity isn’t over yet.

Newtonian physics is true. We are being transformed by a powerful divine feminine energy. We are changing. Sagittarius is mutable, changeable. Uranus in Aries (retrograde) has to do with new futuristic ideas, independence, freedom, we are hitting our limits and need to come to some agreements about living together in a sustainable way.

(and the day before watching this, I read an article about mermaids focusing on some of the same points – cosmic synchronicity).

And now we are having a time of remembering. Remembering who we were and reclaiming our power.

The sabian symbol for Uranus in Aries is the music of the sphere,

Pluto is going into Aquarius in October and it hasn’t been there for 230 years, and Aquarius is the 11th sign, the sign of the scientist, the genius, the computer geek, the extraterrestrial. And the Moon grabs that Aquarian energy during the lunar eclipse (full moon in Aquarius August 7, penumbral eclipse), and has been bringing up old emotional garbage and she’s going to block the sun. We have been coming and going. It’s like – what the bleep? LOL.

Our selfish habits, stuck patterns, emotional insecurities, wanting to hold onto somebody, and this moment when the moon covers the sun, it’s time to rid ourselves of old ways of seeking security as taught in childhood and past lives and really come into a new way of being expressive.

Mars is a big player right now, and has a moon called Phobos – same word root as phobia – meaning fear. Mars is the warrior, being conjunct the sun during eclipse has us needing to face our fears and also be ready to fly by the seats of our pants.

Leo is like a flower. It’s like going from bud to flower, then it becomes fruit, then it dies when Scorpio comes around.

We may push people away because we need a lot of space during this flowering process. But then we must remember were are a beam of Light. There is a trail of ascended masters behind us, offering us support and encouragement. We just need to fill out the paper work and go to the new country – (the new world of 5D consciousness).

Kaypacha says all this and so much more. And I am finally doing better. Yoga and physical therapy are helping. Lots of change. My youngest son just left for college last week. So proud of him for winning a football scholarship.

This week’s mantra: When I really look at it, all of life is a chance, and I refuse to face my fear, I will never learn to dance. Action in the face of fear.
May you take a chance and learn to dance.

Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.

Rainbow Blessings. A’ho Mitakuye Oyasin.

Brother Sun, Sister Moon

Brother Sun, Sister Moon

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0069824/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1

Following my morning meditation with my balcony garden and morning glories, I had a conversation on FB about falling in love with God. I thought of Rumi, who frequently referred to God as the Lover.

I have a wonderful book called Love Poems To God with poetry by Rumi,, Rabia, Mira, Hafiz, Kabir, St. Catherine of Siena, St. Theresa of Avila, Meister Eckhart And St. Francis I’d Assisi. Which reminded me of one of my all time favorite movies which my parents took me to the drive in to see back in the Seventies.

And here it is, in case you haven’t seen it and may be interested. Franco Zeffirelli is the director, and his version of Romeo and Juliet is another of my all time favorite movies.

And also here is a picture of my morning glories. And while being so busy I will post the Kaypacha summary every other week, to correspond with new moons and full moons and of course eclipses and equinoxes and wand solstices.

Anyway, we have entered the Lion’s Gate until August 8, incoming energies are intense and Venus in Cancer opposite the Galactic Center is affecting us all. Keep your seatbelts fastened, take a day off from the news, or at least most of the day, connect with Nature, drink lots of water get some kind of exercise, and look for the truth within, for all the answers are within. As without so within. And vice versa.

A mantra I enjoy and learned from Rainbow people goes like this, “I will be gentle with myself, I will take care of myself. I am a Child of the Universe. Being born every moment.”

We are birthing ourselves into a higher expression, a higher frequency than we ever have before. Those resisting these incoming energies demonstrate great confusion and other signs of mental illness as they wish to continue a path of destruction and war. But we are many, and we are one human family, and we know we must take care of ourselves, each other and our planet. It’s not our differences that matter. It’s the many ways we are alike.

Namaste, my friends. A’ho Mitakuye Oyasin. Ubuntu.

We are a global family.