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Who Am I?


I am not this body
with all its miracles
and idiosyncrasies,
no, not me.

I am not the many
thoughts which fill
this mystic mind,

I am not the
chattering of
this monkey mind
I am seeking
to transcend.

I am not
the emotions
and feelings
which fill this
radiant temple.

No, I am so
much more.

I am an infinite
Being of Light,
here for yet
another human
experience,
calling to me
the lessons
I came here
to learn.

My body is a great
teacher, this
radiant temple
guides me,
through my senses
to that
which is nourishing
and fortifying,
and steers me
away from that
which diminishes
and drains.

We are all
infinite Beings
of Light
walking around
in radiant temples.

If the temple
seems not to
be radiant,
it simply
needs to
be listened to
and allowed to
shine.

Now is the time
to cast off
those bushels
and shine freely
from every
hilltop.

I am Free. We are Free.

© Kamea Moonmaiden

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Love Will Find You

Love Will Find You

Love will find you,

yes, find you and

remind you of the

sweetest things this

life has to offer.

The delicacy of

lingering kisses,

the warmth of

heartfelt embraces,

the comfort of

spooning,

the gratification

of stimulating

conversations,

lasting long into the night,

starting early Sunday mornings,

love will find you.

Love will sneak

up on you,

catch you off guard,

leave you breathless,

knees shaking,

heart pounding,

soul singing “Yes”

as each beautiful

moment unfolds

into itself,

healing all wounds,

dissolving all pain,

Love, the great healer,

will find you at last.

© Kamea Moonmaiden

Bring It!

Bring It!

Four weeks ago, I was still in my little flat on stilts, had just found this townhome I am living in now, my first husband had just passed away, had the bilateral sacroiliac injections, and the construction workers began to strip the siding off the balcony, requiring me to dismantle my beloved morning glories and balcony garden.

On a Thursday night that fateful week in October, we had tornado weather here in Oklahoma. When the sirens went off, at first I thought about taking shelter. But my son Adam was quite ill and said he wasn’t moving, and my yogi son was visiting that night, had helped pack some of my mountains of books for me.

I also had four cats with me and only one cat carrier, and could not fathom leaving them.

Soooo, instead of seeking shelter from the storm, I went out on the balcony and faced it head on.

Lo and behold, a tornado was headed straight towards us. I looked that tornado in the face (had just manifested all the money I needed to move in and also to pay my water bill), filled my heart with pure Christ light, and fearlessly shouted, “Bring it!” And it swerved east right at Highway 9, about 1/2 mile south of me. Straight shot.

The unfolding of many last minute miracles along with daily challenges and so much hard work, but all wrapped up in the long arms of Love despite appearances of said challenges, has been a journey of forgiveness and leaps forward in my own growth has occurred!

My wings are here at last, and I know I can sustain this magic, we all can.

It’s now over a year since I was in pain management, and despite the enormous physical challenge of moving out of what I now see was a sort of punishment apartment, (even though I did turn it into a sanctuary, and my balcony garden was beautiful), I have managed to pace myself most days, for when I don’t, this body temple certainly lets me know pretty quickly!

My message for this Tuesday full of Grace, is to know that even if there is only a tiny part of you still healthy and strong, you can heal yourself. There are many paths and many methods, but please don’t put all your faith in any one person (a doctor, for example), or healing method. If someone gives you a negative prognosis or prediction, don’t believe it. Look inside for the Truth.

For all the healing in all the world is right here and right now, in this breath and this heartbeat. When we relax into ourselves, let go of the trauma of the past and stop worrying about the future, we walk in Grace.

Like Jesus said, “My Peace I giveth to you.”

That Peace which passeth understanding. It is not the understanding of this world. For things are never as they seem, my friends, never truly as they seem.

This world of Maya, illusion, the shadowy parts of ourselves showing through intensely right now, bringing secrets to light, provides us ample opportunity to complete this deep, deep stage of our individual and collective journeys.

As Gerold Janpowlski says, “Love is letting go of fear.”

Just breathe. And give thanks.

Better Days

Better Days


Those days of punishment
and confinement
over now,
I died a thousand times,
and still am here,
heart filled with gratitude,
heart filled with song,
clearing spaces,
new space,
new heart,
new me.

In that time of dying,
lessons learned,
tools given,
tools of healing
and forgiveness,
led me through
the labyrinth,

And out of the primordial goo,
these wings, these wings,
they grew, they grew.

Some cannot recognize me now,
so used to my caterpillar days,
so used to my wounded warrior ways,
that these wings, these wings,
they cannot see these wings.

Perhaps their rainbow iridescent hues
are too brilliant
to see through
caterpillar eyes.

© Kamea Moonmaiden

Not Forgotten


No longer the forgotten one –

this woman has been found.

Finally got my feet back

on solid ground.

Those days in the treehouse

fortress days to cherish and

also to release,

lessons finally learned,

obstacles overcome.

Miracles of healing

and cosmic synchronicities

abound. And this woman

is no longer lost.

She has been found.

© Kamea Moonmaiden

What’s Going On?


Faerie dwellings my granddaughter and her friends made the other day during a serendipitous cost by energy healer friends.

Was so blessed to hold a tiny baby in my arms as the kids got to work.

Lots of change going on! My apologies for not keeping up with written summaries of the Pele Report. Ever since July, things have been rolling along at a stupendous pace.

First a long time dear friend needed lodging, and what was originally to be three days turned into three weeks.

Then my sweet Alyssa came home at the end of the first week of September! The best hugs ever! Her visit with me also ended up being longer than intended, but she is doing well, working at Sonic, with a great group of women.

Her grandfather passed away the day before she came home. Grandfather to three of my kids, he lived to be 82, and was chairman of the New Mexico State House of Representatives for many years before finally resigning a couple years ago. He was an amazing man, loved by many, missed very much.

I am moving. Found a townhouse which suits my needs, should begin moving in at the end of next week.

Earlier this week, my first husband, father of my first born child, whom I married just two weeks shy of being 16, passed away. Being a rock for my girl and three grandkids right now, even while figuring out all the details of my relocation.

Having been back in this community, town of my birth, for 23 and a half years now, and having such a big family and open heart has opened doorways to life long friends, family really, and many will be assisting with the move.

I’ll have over a week to finish things once moving begins.

Excited and sad at the same time.

But just figured out how to add more than one photo, so my balcony garden creations will be upcoming.

I love you all, may your Friday be blessed. <

The Journey Inwards

The Journey Inwards

Every day brings new opportunities for fresh starts. No matter who you are or what your challenges may be, there is a reason for you to be here. You are a miracle. And it’s by noticing the every day miracles around you which increases the Love in the Universe. Love is letting go of fear, our greatest obstacle and from which the most challenging obstacles of darker emotions and feelings arise.

The journey inwards is not an easy one. Many saints have written about the dark night of the soul, or the battle with the dragon. Teachers can only take us to the doorway of the inner labyrinth, but finding the center of the maze and taming our own inner dragon is a solo journey. The quest which must be completed in order to properly use the Force, which we are each given.

Love your self unconditionally, celebrate your uniqueness in this great mosaic tapestry of life. When your journey gets tough and there are not like minded souls around you, seek comfort in Nature. Let Her warm arms comfort you with Her beauty, Her strength and resilience, Her oceans, streams and rivers, Her trees, plants and flowers, her living creatures great and small. See the sparkle in the eyes of the children, and soon you will see that same sparkle in your own eyes, and in the eyes of those around you.

Never let the Light go out in your eyes. Keep shining, my friends, keep shining.