Retrograde Season

Retrograde Season

One year later and still here. Little Loralai was the bright point in our family Easter, a day with many happy moments but also some family conflict. So bright and sweet and innocent, her imagination still pure. She is such a blessing in our lives. This will work itself out, but my prayers are for healing for my grown kids, each of whom is so amazing, some growing through some terrific challenges, yet still keeping on as we all must do in these strange and transformational times. My yogi son and I went and prayed in a small Sacred Sanctuary chapel. Very peaceful and uplifting.

Just realized I am, right now, two days younger than my dear Mama was when she passed, exactly three months before she turned 55. And two weeks ago, while baking a potato in an oven recently cleaned with oven cleaner which I apparently hadn’t rinsed off well enough, my entire apartment filled with smoke and fumes, making me quite ill. Two days later, at follow up with primary care practitioner, they took blood from me which was returned with several serious looking abnormalities. The nurse called to tell me about them and told me if I needed anything, to just let them know.

The what I thought was very mild poisoning, despite how ill it made me, it clouded up my mind and I forgot to mention the incident to my PCP. Huge oversight.

After doing some research and realizing there could have been carbon monoxide in that smoke, which can cause a rise in carboxyhemoglobin, and after apparently hematocrit, red blood cells, and even calcium. After putting two and two together, I let my nurse know, and she had me go to the ER and get my blood drawn again.

The respiratory therapist who came to draw my arterial blood had severely shaking hands, a physical attribute I figured kinda strange considering her occupation. She jabbed me like five times to find artery, causing quite a lot of discomfort. For some reason, I didn’t even say anything, and she called me a trooper when she left.

So apparently my cholesterol is also elevated, even though I am not at all overweight, eat lots of salad, fish and other health foods. It can become elevated in the fifties due to heredity, so more work on quantum healing at the cellular, basic DNA level is needed. The blood work returned normal! So the fresh air and drinking lots of water worked!

So this Mercury retrograde season corresponding with Venus, Chiron, Saturn, and Jupiter has me doing lots of introspection. And having some time to devote to that. After spending my whole entire life on caring for others, still learning to care for self, and it can be a perplexing and challenging job, to say the least. Have to be my own loving yet firm parent, setting limits for myself, receiving wise and insightful wisdom from my yogi son and also my sweet daughter whom is still in the stone castle, but there are meadows and a river and trees, and she keeps getting promoted and is staying strong and now working in an office with the “Ma’ams” and “Sirs.” She will be finished in just three more months, my upcoming fortuitous birthday, a day where I will celebrate still being alive, and having victorious overcome repeating the same exact pattern of my Mama. We were so close we called each other psychic twins. We finished each other’s sentences. And talked on the phone every night.

Instead of isolating myself by living in a different city than my offspring, I have stayed in the same city for the last twenty three years. And I do have a bit of red wine now and then, usually one glass.

My recent visit to California is still on my mind and filling my heart with love, and next month my baby graduates from high school! I am so proud of him many heart almost bursts. We are very different in so many ways, but in other ways the exact same.

Looking back on memories, seeing how much has happened and how much we all have changed in the past year, is especially sweet today, feeling ever more grateful to be alive. And with good prana, breathing in that pink and gold energy, and breathing out that black smoke. The Christ is flame is nondenominational, so it doesn’t matter what faith or no faith you are. We are all being ushered into a time of Christ Consciousness. How appropriate for the planets to show us the way into ourselves. The theme of resurrection is found throughout history, and is what each of us goes through after the dark night of the soul.

A new and very kind friend has started a Saturday evening meditation for love and peace, sending a lot of this especially to world leaders, that’s 7:00 CST if you care to join. We must focus a lot on standing up for the light during these tumultuous times. That’s all that I will say about that, other than that I have been reading way too much news. And am now restricting the amount I digest daily, because as an empath, I feel certain current events quite viscerally, as I am sure so many of us do, for we are all becoming more and more empathic, which is a touch deeper than being empathetic. We are all amazing. Pray or send positive energy the most to those who seem to be the opposite of Love, for those people are the ones most afraid of all and are calling out for Love.

Many blessings of the stars and moon and wind and rain, rainbows, sunshine, butterflies, Easter eggs, and all of creation to you. Namaste.

A’ho Mitakuye Oyasin.

Article About Christ Consciousness

Article About Christ Consciousness

Because yes. Jesus said to the pie people after performing miracles, “All these you can do and more.” And all it takes is faith the size of a mustard seed. Mustard seeds are tiny! So imagine, just imagine a world of self actualized human beings, All awakened to Christ Consciousness.


Kaypacha’s Astrology For The Soul, March 08, 2017

Kaypacha’s Astrology For The Soul, March 08, 2017

I am finally moving forward, getting back to my routine of typing up a summary of the Pele Report. Don’t know how three weeks passed!

This week’s mantra: My mind is spinning out of control, I need to bring it back down. For life is a process of knitting the threads of thoughts, words and deeds into one.

Today Tom shows us his awesome astrological computer program, which truly helps to see what’s going on in the stars. Lots going on! The Sun, Mercury and Chiron are all still hanging out in Pisces, the planet of spirituality, dreams, altruism and also of being way out there.

Mars and Venus and Uranus are still in Aries, with Venus having just entered the underworld Monday, her retrograde period. Mars will luckily be moving into Taurus very soon – on Friday, where he will hang out for a little over a month. Venus retrograde will stimulate the Divine Feminine in each and every one of us, while Mars in Taurus will help us ground our dreams into reality – and start making some money manifesting them.

we are headed towards the full moon in Virgo – opposite the Sun in Pisces brings up feelings of needing to make things perfect.

Lots of folks are spinning out of control – so it’s important to ground, ground, ground.

Hot baths with Epsom Salts and candlelight and lots of water are helpful.

Keep lifting each other up, my friends, we must love one another.

Kaypacha: Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.

Kami: Om Namaha Shivaya. Rainbow Blessings.

Eclipse Eve And Breathing

Eclipse Eve And Breathing

Hello, my friends, how is everyone doing? Lots of different answers – my prayer is that you are doing okay, or even better than okay. For it is apparent that the tsunami wave portion of the Shift has begun in full earnest.

So for every act that leads us into darkness, people will stand up for our fellow human beings, for our drinking water, our air, our planet and all living creatures great and small. It’s good to see people waking up. It’s terribly sad to see people promoting hatred and fear. However, this is so shocking that more and more of us are waking up and singing songs of love.

Every day I pray for the time to be shortened that the suffering may cease.

Every day I am paying more attention to my actions, thoughts and words. Learning radical self-love and being okay with certain things taking me longer than they used to. Giving thanks to still be here, alive and breathing, and finally things are changing on a radical scale.

My visit in California was timely and serendipitous. My whole family welcomed me with open arms. We are all letting go of the past on so many levels. I didn’t even realize how many more layers I still had around me. Being perfectly open to receive and give pure love and good company in return for hospitality. Haven’t had many experiences like that. The memories which sprang up are still hanging out near the front of my mind, rather than in the far recesses, the places iv gain access from.

In addition to attending the Chinese New Year in Chinatown, we stayed in an AIRbnb in Venice which was like a fairy garden house. It’s called The Tree house, and transports you to another dimension moment you step into the gate. An uneven cobblestone pathway, with bamboo trees and tapestries concealing private entrances and signs leading the way to the main courtyard, where two canopied beds face each other in kitty corner fashion, an orange tree and a waterfall cleverly placed on the side of the house leading into a small pond, adding you the magic. A huge clear quartz crystal is on a table near one of the beds, is placed in the ground in front of a door. Three are tiny lights on all the trees, wind chimes and more tapestries give a gypsy feel to the area. The house is 102 years old, and everything that could be repurposed or refinished has been.

The bathroom combines antique and modern with a wonderful three spigoted shower and an old-fashioned four legged bathtub, a skylight, and a huge spider plant under a glass panel in the floor! Under the floor. It was amazing!

There were signs to remind people to clean up after themselves and a set of instructions for making ourselves home in the kitchen.

My sister and I ate salad and then walked down to Venice Beach to watch the sunset for our last night together. She is so sweet! Now we are looking forward to seeing each other again when my youngest son graduates from high school. My baby.

How that happened so quickly is beyond me! After becoming a mother at the age of 16, the majority of my “work” as a mom will be done.

Anyway, I have had to cut back on my spiritual activism a bit because traveling was a bit rough on my neck, but it’s getting better each day. Nowadays, if it does flare up, I pay attention right away! I don’t want to ever have to be in the kind of pain I went through before. For a long time it was that way. Having less pain is, for me, a miracle.

And I only mention it because it’s amazing that I am getting better, because at one time I wasn’t sure I was going to make it. From this point on, I will continue to keep shining and taking good care of me so that I can help many others too.

Deep peace of the stars to you, my friends. I love you all!

Kaypacha’s Astrology for the Soul, January 25, 2017

This week Tom is in Punta Muna, a lovely beach about a six hour drive from his home in Costa Rica. He begins this report by reminding us that Jupiter is still opposite Uranus but holding strong in Libra (where it will remain until next Fall).

There is so much going on, folks! Mars and Venus are still in Pisces conjunct Chiron, but Mars is moving on into powerful and fiery Aries tomorrow, when we will celebrate the New Moon in crazy, wild, rebellious Aquarius.

Right now we have a Pluto/Mercury/Moon conjunction in Capricorn. Pluto is the god of the underworld and rules the kundalini, death and transformation of the soul. Mercury was the only god on Mount Olympus who can go into the underworld and emerge again alive. Mercury is the ego, the left brain, linear, logical messenger.

We can feel overwhelmed, like we are being killed, as if we are at the end of our strategy, the end of control. Surrender mode will help us get through this.

Pisces and Mars are still in Pisces, along with Neptune, the dark side of which has to do with feeling sleepy, helpless and confused, and like what in the blazes is going on? The light side of this is that Pisces is about community, about forgiveness, is infinite, selfless, soul, spirit and nature.

Mercury is also going direct, which will open up the blocked lines of communication.

Kaypacha reminds us of ancient Toltec wisdom – the Four Agreements:

(I don’t have the book on hand and am doing my best to do this speedily as I am visiting family right now, so these are from memory and most likely not in order, but I sure did love that book and I adore the work of Jose Arguelles).

1. Be impeccable with your words.
2. Always do your best.
3. Never take anything personally.
4. Don’t assume anything.

It’s time to dig our roots deep into the earth and spread them out, and become solid and grounded like a Seqoyah tree. Remember this too shall pass and know that the new paradigm is underway. Things may seem extremely crazy, but underneath it all, magic is brewing.

Kaypacha is working on a video which will explain what is going on astrologically the next 4-5 years, so it would be a good idea for us to watch this.

During such intense times, it certainly is wonderful to have such a great astrologer giving us all this report every week to help us understand what is happening and how to handle it, and how to prepare for the future.

I love typing up this summary in order to remember the key points of the report and have them here in my blog. I highly encourage everyone to take the time to watch him when you have the time – I usually watch it twice because I enjoy watching it with at least one other loved one after I have posted this summary.

And check out the New Paradigm community, where the Dream Team astrologers are there with their many talents and the archives filled with astrological wisdom of all type, not to mention videos of Kaypacha teaching kundalini yoga, his video of 2017 and lots of other goodies. And it only costs $15 a month!

This week’s mantra is: When it gets so intense I can’t take anymore, and there’s simply no way out, I see my truth and must fine a new source of strength and love in my heart.

We are breaking out of thousands of years of patterns – and the longer a pattern is in place, the more energy is required to break out of it.

I am in Los Angeles again – went to Fresno last week – connecting with my family of origin is an incredibly wonderful healing experience and I am enjoying this tremendously. So many memories are arising as I peel many layers of dysfunction. Had the blessing of going to the Lakeside Shrine, which was founded by one of my favorite yogis – Paramahansa Yogananda. Meditated in the chapel with two of my siblings and am feeling extremely connected to Jesus, Gandhi, Babaji, Lahiri Mahasaya, Mother Mary, Krishna and my heart is wide wide open. I never expected to be here, so my mind is also blown. This is some great juju here!

Amazing times. Remember to stay centered in Love and Light – everything will be alright, but we are going through some crazy sh*&* first, that is for sure.

Kaypacha: Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.

Kami: Rainbow Blessings. Om namaha shivaya. I love you all.

Kaypacha’s Astrology for the Soul, January 18, 2017

This week Kaypacha gives us advice from beautiful Costa Rica, beginning the show with a lovely glimpse of his astronomy software which gives such a delightful look at the planets as they circle around the sun. He says that the big thing right now is Jupiter in Libra opposite Uranus in Aries square Pluto in Capricorn with a T-square between all three. At the same time, Mars is square Saturn, and Venus is getting very very close to Mars, a conjunction which will become tighter and tighter and also visible in the night sky until the end of February.

With Venus and Mars both being in emotional and sensitive Pisces and heading on into fiery Aries, things are pretty intense for relationships of all kinds, including with ourselves. Balancing the feminine and the masculine within ourselves is key to dealing with these energies. It’s a good idea to do lots of preparation for the body now – retreat, yoga, run, whatever your thing is for getting strong and centered, before the planets which rule our love lives move into Aries, that is for sure.

And as if this were not enough, Chiron is conjunct Venus and Pluto and Mercury are both hanging out in Capricorn, letting us all know it is time to get down to business. For me, this is manifesting in suddenly being able to do healing massages again. Not suddenly actually, but slowly and surely and carefully, and I still have to be careful not to overdo. In fact, Tom (Kaypacha) talks a lot about burnout during this week’s Pele Report – it is a real thing and it takes years to recover from, but it is possible to recover. Far preferable not to get into that go, go, go mode in the first place – to feel guilty if one has to take the time to heal from serious injuries or surgeries or complications from childbirth – people pushing themselves to the brink of extinction – and for what? What will we give our children if our bodies and the body of our planet are polluted and overused? These body temples love to shine – we must treat them with such loving kindness. And our bodies will tell us what they want! As will our planet. Listening to the planet will help us to clean up some of the big messes that have been made.

Kaypacha has made a video with his projections for the entire year of 2017, the Year of the End of Illusion, and it is highly advisable that we all check it out. The membership at the New Paradigm astrology is only $15 a month and includes a newsletter and access to the astrology archives and the readings of the Dream Team. They are having an astrological celebration in Costa Rica in May, check it out at He also made a kundalini yoga video and I am very interested in checking this out, I love learning new forms of yoga.

It is going to be an exciting, shocking, transformative year, and it is important we remain centered and focused on love and light and also understand compassionate witnessing without getting too torn up as the very fabric of reality is shifting. Te turning of the ages is not just time passing into another year. Huge energetic shifts abound and we may experience some physical discomforts and ailments during this time, so it’s a good idea to take extra good care of ourselves. We can feel overwhelmed at times and that is the time when it’s good to hold space and stand strong.

The patriarchy is dying and a new egalitarian society which is also a global ecoculture where humans thrive without war and use green energy and encourage simplicity is emerging in place.

This is one of the best, but I have thought that before. This week’s mantra is:

Sometimes the world is so bizarre, I simply can’t relate. But my work is to stay and support by lovingly holding space.

Kaypacha: Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.
Kami: Rainbow Blessings. I love you all.

Los Angeles traffic is a lot different than Oklahoma traffic, lol! I’m pretty thankful to being to reunite with my family at this auspicious time on the planet. Many, many blessings more will be coming, along with challenges, but we will rise to meet those challenges, yes indeed we will.

A’ho Mitakuye Oyasin.

Kaypacha’s Astrology for the Soul, November 23, 2016

Today Tom speaks to us from the Kulan Waterfall near Angkor Wat temple in Cambodia. There are lots of people there, including many Buddhist monks, so this time we will see them behind him when usually he is completely alone while recording. Despite that, he still does a great job and gives us an amazing view at the same time!!!!! I am thankful for my favorite astrologer.

We will be having our New Moon in Sagittarius on Monday. Today the Moon is in Libra until Saturday, when She moves into Scorpio – always intense. Mercury is conjunct Saturn in Sagittarius today, Mars is still in Aquarius and Venus is conjunct Pluto on Friday – while Jupiter squares Pluto. Saturn is trine Uranus in Aries as well. (Intense planetary line up, folks! For we live in the days we have been waiting for).

For the conjunctions, it takes nearly a year for Mercury and Venus to complete a cycle, so we will be working through the issues these aspects bring up for a while – along with the Jupiter in Libra aspect – we will be working on solving problems.

The New Moon in Saturn and Mercury/Saturn conjunction are all related to the aspects Sagittarius brings up for us, which revolve mainly around Natural Law and Nature. This presents humans with a guide for a sense of connection and belonging, and meaning of life which brings us to greater realities. It is time for us to get serious about truth.

Venus and Pluto in Capricorn show us that it’s time for those serious conversations (and please, Lord, help the Water Defenders have the conversations with the DAPL forces and get the pipeline stopped), for better or for worse. We are dealing with human laws here, and the ones which need to be revised or rejected completely, and new laws created too.

Jupiter is in the third quarter square to Pluto, which has to do with adjustments, what’s coming up for us beyond the horizon, the social experience, the external, things happening to us on a personal level.

At this point in the report (and please keep in mind this is such a teeny portion of the report, I am only doing my best to record the most important points – please check it out when you have time, it is so worth watching always), Kaypacha likens our human evolution to the growth of a mango tree. First we have to plant the seeds, which then spreads out roots, sucking in nutrients and water, blessed by sunshine, then it grows leaves, turns that sunshine into chlorophyll, then it grows fruit and eventually provides the fruit for all to enjoy, dropping baby fruit onto the ground to plant new mango trees. It is time for us humans to grow up, stop sucking nutrients from Mother Earth, and give back! (Another aspect totally relatable to the situation in Standing Rock, please forgive me for being obsessed currently, but this is essential, for they are protecting our very future).

Black Moon Lilith still in Scorpio is teaching us to let go of old ways. We are dying to old ways and need to redefine love, money, sex, and what they all mean to us. It is time for us to become self-sufficent, and generate love rather than look for it, it will come to us naturally when we are radiant. Saturn trine Uranus provides this opportunity all year.

And this week’s mantra is: With every choice I make
my spirit and soul are there,
ultimately deciding
to evolve or stay right here.

Kaypacha’s farewell: Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.

Kamea Moonmaiden’s farewell: Rainbow Blessings. Om Namaha Shivaya.