Dancing With Trickster

Dancing With Trickster

Trickster always comes laughing.

He sees me stumble, sees me lose it
sometimes completely lose my sense of reason,
He sees me freak out
and cry out in pain and he comes laughing.

He shows me how to learn
from those stumbling times,
how to laugh even when I am afraid,
how to be a bad ass spiritual warrior,
how to learn to not be wounded anymore,
how to sit still and listen
to this body,
this body talks
and can transform
bit by bit
and by leaps and bounds –

you choose the style
and together we can dance
and laugh with Trickster,
for He is here to help us learn.

He leads us to the dance of the Rainbow Dream Warriors.

© Kamea Moonmaiden

Kaypacha’s Astrology for the Soul, May 20, 2017


Okay, apparently I fell into a time warp wave and have absolutely no idea how so much of the month of May flew by with me missing out on writing up my summaries of Kaypacha’s weekly reports. Also, with the energy so intense, it has affected me on many levels, resulting in me being sent to lots of specialists, but I know I will be fine. The best part is I just started physical therapy for my neck and am learning so many great exercises which help quite a bit!

Also went through a break up, and that also has to do with the time warp wave hitting me so strongly. Anyway, enough about me, this week Tom talks at us from his home in Costa Rica, giving us a marvelous view of his backyard and wonderful banana trees which look like they are about to ripen.

Wednesday the Moon was in Aquarius, which is about friendships and social interactions. He says that nevertheless, it is time to MYOB (mind your own business), but Mars in Gemini is not so interested in that, either is Jupiter in Libra.

Moon moved on into Pisces late Thursday, where She will remain until Sunday, when She moves into fiery Aries until Tuesday, when She enters stable Taurus.

We have the Sun square the Moon, with the Moon right on the nodes. This is a very powerful square because it involves the nodal access. The Sun moves into Gemini today, Saturday, but just before that the Sun squared the Moon’s nodes and square the Moon. The square is 28 degrees – so the Sun will be at 28 degrees of Taurus, the Moon at 28 degrees of Aquarius on the south node with 28 degrees of Leo on the north node. As the Sun moves into Gemini today, Saturday, things are lightening up and picking up at the same time. We have fire and air going on here.

Saturn is in trine to Uranus this whole week. And Venus is opposite Jupiter, in conjunct to Neptune. Venus in Aries is powerful and independent, yet also wanting more connection. Jupiter had it’s first in conjunct to Neptune last September, but now it’s retrograde and has been happening again since Wednesday, quincunx. This will be going on until July 4. Kind of hitting us in the face, yet as an undercurrent, so it might not be so noticeable.

Jupiter quincunx Neptune opposite Venus is too much – all about excess. This is a Scorpio in conjunct, which is 150 degrees, not a Virgo in conjunct, which has a very different flavor. Neptune in conjunct makes us want to disappear, go up to a mountain, it’s a time when it’s hard to stay in our bodies, to stay grounded and rooted. The Sun in Taurus is two cobblers working at a bench, all about understanding what’s going on in 3D, hard working earth sign. Since it’s squaring the moon’s nodes – one of the nodes is a mermaid jumping out of the water, and the other is a chrysallis about to emerge as a butterfly.

This is a time of great paradox. We can go into the places of imagination and illusion which are so separate from reality it can be quite unsettling. This is a time where it’s really wanting to help humanity embrace, get used to, and become more comfortable with living in a paradox. It’s not either or, it’s everything else and more. The masculine aspect wants independence while the feminine aspect wants connection, both physical, emotional and spiritual.

We grow through intimacy, mirrors, other people. The questions which arise are should I stay or should I go? Well, we are both in and out. We can want everything and nothing at the same time. We live in a third dimensional world which is polarized, yet we are spiritual beings here to embrace, unite, integrate, and become more aware of how these polarities need each other to do the dance and not be swinging from one end of the spectrum, pointing fingers at the other, and then finding ourselves at the other.

This is a time when there is gravity and yet there is not gravity. Yes there is divine natural law and also the truth is subjective. For any belief you may have, we will discover that there is a paradoxical point of view which may pull us out of our comfort zones. The south node of the Moon in Aquarius will be going on for a year, which has us living in our heads, perhaps so caught up in our imaginations that we are pulled completely out of our knowledge base. It’s scary to come down from the position of being a bird perched on a branch. There are a lot of scary things on the ground.

This is a dangerous time and we know ourselves through danger. We know ourselves through danger and confrontation. This Scorpio quincunx is trying to control, control, control. Kaypacha says we are emerging out of 6,500 years of patriarchal conditioning where we have been taught that we are not enough, that we don’t know enough and we should be afraid and subservient, but despite that, it’s okay to make some major decisions right now. It’s important to trust our intuitions, to know that we are connected to the inner Divine. The enlightened guru says we must be willing to let go of everything in order to enter the gates of Nirvana. This can be rather scary. There are lots of things that can happen, yet it is also super exciting. He likens this to his skiing trips because he is not very good at skiing. This reminds me of the scene in Fantasia where the Magician’s Apprentice practices magic without enough knowledge and everything goes awry.

We can go through these waters trusting and know that control will come back – and we don’t always need to be in control. This is the place where we can dance, play, sing, and fill our hearts with joy and love. We don’t have to know all the answers or have all the money. This reminds me that surrender is seeking the peace which surpasses understanding. Releasing that need to know brings such abundant and lasting peace. And it is always there for us.

This week’s mantra: If I’m going to dance, I’ve got to move, not fight the flow, but feel the groove. Not get twisted by the paradox, but come out smiling like a jack in the box.

Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.

Rainbow Blessings of Love and Light!

The Time Has Come

The Time Has Come

The time has come
Venus winks and showers
lessons of Love and healing,
Chiron limping the wounded
warrior way, learning through
suffering, falling to fly.

All the planets line up
to lend a hand, as
humanity gathers for
our final stand.
All great tales share
this journey we are
sharing, these days
of the end of illusion,
these days of transformation,
these days of ascension.

The sun and moon lead the show,
as angels blow their trumpets
and rainbow warriors of every color,
from every corner of this world
rise up and begin to paint the
Rainbow Bridge.

This Rainbow Bridge was first
painted by warriors long lost,
who danced the Ghost Dance
connecting Heaven and Earth,
who tapped into power so raw and so real,
the terrified white cowardly soldiers
shot the dancing warriors, the mothers with
their babies, the elders and the children.

The Heavens themselves cried out as new
rivers ran red with the blood of this massacre.
Yet some dancers lived, some lived to preserve
this Lakota dance from Wounded Knee.

The time has come to heal the pain
of the wars and genocide mankind has
inflicted upon one another.
The time has come to activate
the crystal skulls.
The time has come to purify
and cleanse the waterways and rivers,
to work together building the new earth
where we see our oneness with each other,
where we plant seeds of love instead of war,
where we respect each other and all of creation,
as we join the rainbow warriors from all
four corners of this earth
in this most joyous celebration
since the dawn of time.

The celebration heralding the Age of Aquarius,
a brand new age bringing with it solutions
for all the problems plaguing humanity,
for all solutions shall be revealed.

Once we stop being so afraid of our differences,
we shall be amazed at how much more quickly
our common solutions shall be realized.

We are here. It is time. Remember to breathe, my friends.

Namaste.

© Kamea Moonmaiden

Retrograde Season

Retrograde Season

One year later and still here. Little Loralai was the bright point in our family Easter, a day with many happy moments but also some family conflict. So bright and sweet and innocent, her imagination still pure. She is such a blessing in our lives. This will work itself out, but my prayers are for healing for my grown kids, each of whom is so amazing, some growing through some terrific challenges, yet still keeping on as we all must do in these strange and transformational times. My yogi son and I went and prayed in a small Sacred Sanctuary chapel. Very peaceful and uplifting.

Just realized I am, right now, two days younger than my dear Mama was when she passed, exactly three months before she turned 55. And two weeks ago, while baking a potato in an oven recently cleaned with oven cleaner which I apparently hadn’t rinsed off well enough, my entire apartment filled with smoke and fumes, making me quite ill. Two days later, at follow up with primary care practitioner, they took blood from me which was returned with several serious looking abnormalities. The nurse called to tell me about them and told me if I needed anything, to just let them know.

The what I thought was very mild poisoning, despite how ill it made me, it clouded up my mind and I forgot to mention the incident to my PCP. Huge oversight.

After doing some research and realizing there could have been carbon monoxide in that smoke, which can cause a rise in carboxyhemoglobin, and after apparently hematocrit, red blood cells, and even calcium. After putting two and two together, I let my nurse know, and she had me go to the ER and get my blood drawn again.

The respiratory therapist who came to draw my arterial blood had severely shaking hands, a physical attribute I figured kinda strange considering her occupation. She jabbed me like five times to find artery, causing quite a lot of discomfort. For some reason, I didn’t even say anything, and she called me a trooper when she left.

So apparently my cholesterol is also elevated, even though I am not at all overweight, eat lots of salad, fish and other health foods. It can become elevated in the fifties due to heredity, so more work on quantum healing at the cellular, basic DNA level is needed. The blood work returned normal! So the fresh air and drinking lots of water worked!

So this Mercury retrograde season corresponding with Venus, Chiron, Saturn, and Jupiter has me doing lots of introspection. And having some time to devote to that. After spending my whole entire life on caring for others, still learning to care for self, and it can be a perplexing and challenging job, to say the least. Have to be my own loving yet firm parent, setting limits for myself, receiving wise and insightful wisdom from my yogi son and also my sweet daughter whom is still in the stone castle, but there are meadows and a river and trees, and she keeps getting promoted and is staying strong and now working in an office with the “Ma’ams” and “Sirs.” She will be finished in just three more months, my upcoming fortuitous birthday, a day where I will celebrate still being alive, and having victorious overcome repeating the same exact pattern of my Mama. We were so close we called each other psychic twins. We finished each other’s sentences. And talked on the phone every night.

Instead of isolating myself by living in a different city than my offspring, I have stayed in the same city for the last twenty three years. And I do have a bit of red wine now and then, usually one glass.

My recent visit to California is still on my mind and filling my heart with love, and next month my baby graduates from high school! I am so proud of him many heart almost bursts. We are very different in so many ways, but in other ways the exact same.

Looking back on memories, seeing how much has happened and how much we all have changed in the past year, is especially sweet today, feeling ever more grateful to be alive. And with good prana, breathing in that pink and gold energy, and breathing out that black smoke. The Christ is flame is nondenominational, so it doesn’t matter what faith or no faith you are. We are all being ushered into a time of Christ Consciousness. How appropriate for the planets to show us the way into ourselves. The theme of resurrection is found throughout history, and is what each of us goes through after the dark night of the soul.

A new and very kind friend has started a Saturday evening meditation for love and peace, sending a lot of this especially to world leaders, that’s 7:00 CST if you care to join. We must focus a lot on standing up for the light during these tumultuous times. That’s all that I will say about that, other than that I have been reading way too much news. And am now restricting the amount I digest daily, because as an empath, I feel certain current events quite viscerally, as I am sure so many of us do, for we are all becoming more and more empathic, which is a touch deeper than being empathetic. We are all amazing. Pray or send positive energy the most to those who seem to be the opposite of Love, for those people are the ones most afraid of all and are calling out for Love.

Many blessings of the stars and moon and wind and rain, rainbows, sunshine, butterflies, Easter eggs, and all of creation to you. Namaste.

A’ho Mitakuye Oyasin.

Kaypacha’s Astrology For The Soul, April 05, 2017


This week Kaypacha talks at us from a lovely park near his home in Costa Rica, beginning with the cycles of the moon, which is moving on into Virgo today, into Libra Sunday just in time for the Full Moon in Libra on Monday.

Saturn in Sagittarius just went retrograde Wednesday, and Sunday Mercury in Taurus will be retrograde, along with Venus (which has thankfully moved back into softer Pisces, as has Chiron), which all present us with a wonderful opportunity to finally truly heal our deepest wounds so that we can move into the Age of Aquarius gracefully. This deep wounds wants to be healed. Everything we have been through thus far at this point has all been part of this process. Saturn conjunct the Galactic Center shows this epic point of transformation. Aquarius is all about community,

Uranus in Aries is all about freedom, square Pluto in Capricorn brings us face to face with the past, the patriarchy, ego, authority, power, control, the Illuminati. Tom gives us a great analogy to this aspect – he says it is like giving birth in a forest filled with lions, tigers and bears. Necessary precautions must be taken.

This is so worth watching, when you have the time, and due to certain physical circumstances, cutting this short, which i figure is far better than skipping typing up this summary.

The mantra: Expanding into my future, I confront my limiting past, the test to see if both can be transformed by Me at last.

Kaypacha: Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.

Kamea: Rainbow Blessings. Om namaha shivaya.

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Kaypacha’s Astrology For The Soul, March 15, 2017


This week Kaypacha begins his talk with some wonderful mythological lore focusing on Kali, Venus, and Mercury. With Venus in Aries and retrograde, we are going through some deep inner searching. Kali is both creator and destroyer, pure energy, sweeping away the old so we can usher in the new.

The Moon is in Scorpio still today (I am a day behind, please forgive me), and will be moving on into joyful Sagittarius tomorrow. The sun has only a few days left in Pisces – that Pisces party is almost all the way over. Mercury has joined Venus in Aries, giving us energy to get out there and get things done. Also, Venus in retrograde brings us power for revolution, so continuing that good peaceful demonstrating and writing letters and signing petitions, making our voices heard, is essential right now. Luckily Mars has moved on into stable Taurus, which is quite a nice compliment to the intensity going on. The planets are here to guide us, show us what to do and how to progress with our evolution. Birthing ourselves into our new world, where peace will reign supreme!

We are reaching the end of this year’s zodiac cycle, and not only that, we are at the end of a two thousand year age, and the end of a galactic cycle which spans thousands and thousands of years. Saturn in Sagittarius is very near the galactic center right now – the black hole at the center of our galaxy which emits lots and lots of radiation, especially infra-red. Not to mention the x-ray blast it sent us about a year and a half ago before the super blood moon just after the autumnal equinox in 2015.

Soooo, right now we are in the process of letting go of the old – and opening ourselves to new relationships, new jobs, new attitudes. We have to de-frag our minds so that new and healthy files can be uploaded. Same thing with our devices! I am currently working on this project. It takes a lot of time!

As always, Kaypacha is spot on and so worth watching! I must confess that I watch the update at least two times every week. Once while writing some notes or taking them mentally, and once to enjoy with a friend. This week I simply did the mental note taking and added some of my own thoughts while typing it out. He’s amazing! I find it very helpful.

This week’s mantra: I need to ask the question,
then sit still and listen
to life’s new proposition
for my evolution.

Kaypacha: Namaste. Aloha. So. Much. Love.

Kamea: Rainbow Blessings of Love and Light!

Happy Easter

Happy Easter

First of all I wish a Happy Easter to those of you who celebrate it and a blessed day for those who aren’t. A teacher whom I dearly love, Patricia Cota-Robles, is the founder of the nonprofit organization called The New Age Study of Humanity’s Purpose and offers free spiritual information, radio shows and other beautiful offerings at http://www.eraofpeace.org. I have listened a couple of times to the question and answer telesummit conversation and guided visualization she had with Jacklyn Johnston at http://www.youawakening.com for the full moon in Pisces combined with total solar eclipse we experienced on March 8. During this beautiful and powerful talk, she says that we are receiving another huge influx of light today, this Easter day, which will help seal our collective intention and purpose to evolve into the highest expression of ourselves we can be. This is a gradual process, but the energies have indeed sped up, and it’s very important that each of us prepare ourselves for this quantum leap in consciousness. Especially because technology has been one step ahead of our human bodies the last fifty years or so, and we need to be able to transmute the chemicals and electromagnetic frequencies all our electronics are putting out into the atmosphere, along with pesticides and carbon emissions and genetically altered food causing a contaminated food and water supply for so many people.

Loving ourselves unconditionally is an easier concept than it is a reality. It means changing our negative self critic into a nurturing and loving parent. Learning to let go of all which no longer serves us will mean many of us change our eating habits and there will be changes in relationships. The difference between those who are awakened and those who have not yet will become more and more noticeable.

I had the blessing of being part of a 4 for Gaia initiative online meeting led by Suzanne Lie, Ph.D. on Friday, and she gave me some sound advice for handling the intense energy coming through me following some of my meditations as it has been causing an increased frequency of affecting electric and electronic devices. What happens is that these items will turn off over and over again until I back away from them and ask someone else to turn them on. This has happened to my television, my Kindle Fire and my laptop. Many times. Dr. Sue suggested I say, “Not right now, please.” This has already helped a lot. I can use this same energy for energy healing and my hands are becoming very hot, much hotter than when I first began working with energy formally about thirteen years ago. My clients are feeling this increased frequency, as are my kids, who love transmissions. They are attuned to Level 1 of Reiki.

There are so many ways we can each heal ourselves, for all healing is self healing. Healing can even be spontaneous and brought about by an enlightening conversation. When we get to the root cause, the blocked emotion which tends to hang out in specific areas of our bodies, we can learn to release the intensity of the charge behind that emotion which was blocked because feeling it was too much to handle at the time. Seriously, most of us were taught to stuff our feelings way deep down inside of us when we were children, and this was re-enforced as we grew up. I read on someone’s blog not too long ago that we are all in pain, and this is accurate. Gaia Herself is also in pain, for as long as war and destruction and all the other atrocities which shouldn’t be going on still do, we damage Her right along with ourselves. Conversely, when we explore ways of sustainable living (and by that I don’t mean tearing up more of Nature to build windmills and solar panels, we need to be creating these in urban areas to replace traditional transformers and we need to learn to use less energy, not more) and when we treat each other and all living beings with love and respect, we help heal Her. When we get together in groups to clean up some of the polluted rivers and beaches, or gather together to honor the moon, to dance and drum around bonfires and leave no trace of our presence when we leave, it is then that we learn to tread lightly.

I’m working on my Reiki so that I can do transmissions and arrangements long distance on a regular basis. I use it on myself and love it so much. On top of the Reiki I am learning Quantum Touch, a hands on healing modality which amps up the frequency of the Reiki.

Today, the joyous day of resurrection, is also a day of celebration in many religions, for the theme of death and rebirth have been part of every culture throughout history. So whatever religion or non-religion you belong to, I wish you love and light and rebirth if that is what you wish for. And may all having family celebrations have a blessed day as well. We celebrated Friday at our local community park and got to see lots of adorable children all dressed up, and our little Loralai had a great time but the older kids found all the goodies. So we had our family dinner and Easter egg hunt for our little princess last night, and she certainly did glow. We all love her so much. What a blessing our children are. They grow up much too quickly, so treasuring our time with them is such a gift.

Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah.

@Kamea Moonmaiden